Sun Valley Sun

Today the weather is much happier. Not like yesterday, all dark gray sky and rain. Reminded me too much of Washington. Of every memory I had worked so hard to forget. It came crashing back with the rain, hitting me in the face. I panicked. I guess if these feelings of fear and pain and emptiness can come back so easily, they were never wholly gone in the first place.

But today is pretty. The sun is bright and the sky is blue and the wind is blowing my hair into my eyes. I can look at the rolling mountains and the pines and the cliffs and the sage and forget it all so easily. Idaho in summer helps me forget.